THE TWISTED SUNSHINE

Every smile hides a shadow
(of doubt)


I wonder if we'll ever
Be able to reunite
With those precious things
That were broken
The scars that were left behind
Won't go away
Now we must depart
To our own seperate ways

--- Dramatic

PICKMEEE!


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con stella tion
14yearsinthisworld
112'05
21<306
gb45thcoy
"there are tons of things I dislike...
and I don't really like anything."
- sasuke

FRIENDS: 21<306

21<306; Fairytale
Ally; Maniacally
Avril; Rival me
Candice; I M Mature
Chanel; Narutard
Emma; Talking Cockerel
Erin; Gator Lerner
Fik; Fiktitious
Gayle; tGPitU
Geri; Ben&Geri's
Glen;
Gwen;
Jolene; Joliet
Leen; Eileentist
Lyn; B1
Nat;
Pearl;
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Sarah; Sketchy
Shin; The bone
StellaC; Stellactite

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WISHING

I want to call back
The blackberry flowers
That have fallen
Though pear blossoms remain...

FOR-EVER...

There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile,
There's a truth in your eyes

But an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it mean this is where I belong It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along

--- It is you (Shrek soundtrack)
Dana Glover

THANKS

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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

):

Doesn't it suck when you have internet access but its limited to certain webpages...?

POOF.
I'd update LJ but its dead on this computer and I have nooo idea why.
As a result of this screwy laptop, I'm stuck with creating iconz for week11 or something which is irritating and frustrating cos the laptop that has photoshop doesn't have a mouse and doesn't have the downloaded tools and it doesnt have internet access either. Bleargh.

Wow. MSN just died on me too.

-Sighs.

I guess I'll live. With 2 books I have re-read thousands of times, an internet access that can only access pages like blogger and gmail (IT CANT BLOODY EVEN ACCESS LJ OR YOUTUBE OR NEOPETS OR KOL SO I'M TOTALLY STRANDED AND STARVED OF ENTERTAINMENT...), another working computer without internet access, a TV that has boring lame channels (that includes a chinese version of KidsCentral + CartoonNetwork that my sister is watching) and my mp3.

This is going to be a long afternoon...

Thursday, December 14, 2006

OH YEA I FORGOT.
I'm on a hiatus till the 30th December. Will be away in HongKong and China.
So MERRYCHRISTMASPEOPLE! Will miss you all!

From stereopilot at livejournal


From waterfally. (: Who koped from alqarine. But the list goes on so nevermind.

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INTRODUCTION:

Full Name: Stella Zhang Letian
Birthday: 8th October
Birthplace: Singapore
Eye Colour: Brown (SURPRISE SURPRISE. My eyes are brown without even a tinge of black. Really.)
Hair Colour: Brown (SURPRISE SURPRISE AGAIN.
Height: 170cm
Weight: 52.5kg (I got fat over the holidays...)
Right-handed or left-handed? Ambidexterous. (I wish) Just kidding. Right handed.
Your Heritage: Chinese? Does that count?
My Worst Habit: Eh, (this is a hard one) hm... oh yea. Being an ass with a bad sense of humour and a foul temper. (:
Zodiac Sign: Libra. The one that looks like a weighingscale or something.
Shoe Size: Eh... no idea. (Yea I know I suck.)
Parents Still Together? Yes.
The Footwear You Wore Today: Oh high-heel slippers (which HURT LIKE HELL) and another time I wore flip-flops.
Your Weakness: Easily worked up.
Your Fears: Crowded shopping malls, TAKING PLANES (I used to keep getting airsick...)
Your Perfect Pizza: SuperSupreme.
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: "ah. hahaha. (:"
Thoughts First Waking Up: What happened to my blanket? (Welllll... I usually find it on the floor...)
Your Best Physical Feature: No idea. >.< (Sorry I suck.)
Your Bedtime: 10 on weekdays. Irregular on weekends.
Your Most Missed Memory: I can't just answer this question off-hand like that. Depends on my mood. Right now, I'd say Term4'06, 3weeks before EOYs. I missed my olegroup.

MY FAVOURITES:

Colour? Pastel-ish colours. (Aly, Avril and Erin were complaining about my clothingcolourchoice. >.<)
Food? Everything!!!! Ice-cream and chocolate. :D
Sport? Swimming and badminton.
Animal? Koalas, HORSES (YESYESYES! SPIRIT WAS SO CUTE! AND HORSERIDING IS FUN, even if it hurts your behind...), Pandas and WOMBATS (Fat and PUDGY!)
Ice Cream? Ben&Jerry's the chocolatemixed one. (YUMMMM~!)
Candy? Chocolate. Hershey's almond nut kisses thing. ALL CHOCOLATES.
Store? I don't go to a certain place to shop actually...
Salad Dressing? Thousand Island and Italian sauce thingie
Actor/actress? No favorite in particular (to me they're either pretty or ugly, act well or not, nice dressing or bad dressing... xP)
Song? I was listening to ChasingCars by SnowPatrol (whoever the hell they are) cos its the lyrics for this icontest thing but you don't have to know anyway. And the lyrics are so pretty!
Letter? Err... "y". (: Don't ask y.
Number? 49!!!!!!!!!!!
Holiday? Christmas. Valentine.
Season? Winter.
Toothpaste Flavour? Erm, the normal kind?
Radio Station? No idea. But BBC is on in my mom's car. (NO IDEAA why.) So I guess that's the only one I know. Oh and err 90.5 and 93.3 or something. I just scan the radio randomly.
Perfume? HUH? Do I seriously look like I'm the sort to use perfume? BUT I LIKE MY SHOWERGEL/SOAP!
Body part on the opposite sex? This question sounds reallyyy wrong. >.< Eyes? x)

FRIENDS AND LIFE:

What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? No idea. Erin was asking us this today. But well, I have absolutely NO IDEAA.
How Do You Want To Die? I'm just trying to decide between quickly and slowly. (If this answer would affect how I really do die, I'd say I want to die young.) Quickly cos its fast (just get it over and done with lah) but slowly cos you get to be 'prepared'. I got that idea from Tuesdays with Morrie. x)
Turn ons: ??? No idea what that question means but if it means what Ally's answer means then nothing. When I first meet people I start with the assumption that they're all... okay nevermind. You don't need to know.
Turn offs: You don't need to know either.
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You? In terms of stupidity, Avril. She surpasses me. In terms of craziness, Aly. Well, she infected me. And... in terms of sensibility, I still think Raash. x) Well, at least the last time I looked. Which was... a year ago. Haha!
Who's The Loudest? Aly when she's high. My sister 24/7 when she's not pissed at me.
Who Makes You Laugh The Most? My sister. She is the only one who can keep me laughing for 5minutes non-stop. After her would be... Avril again. I mean, that girl is just... stupid. (: NOW ITS MY TURN TO SUAN YOU HA.
Who Have You Known The Longest? HUH? Myself? My family? My hair? O_O
Who's The Shyest? No ideaa. No one I know can really be called... shy. If you get the point. >.< More of... not so crazy. Then it would be... no one in particular again.
When Have You Cried The Most? Techincally I think in the period right after I was born till I was one-year-old.
What Is The Best Feeling In The World? Regret. (: Just kidding. Err... Success. Accomplishment. Satisfaction. (:
Worst Feeling? Regret. (: This time not just kidding. That hurts like hell. And after that... it would be... failure.
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up? AUSTRALIA. Or UK (somewhere)?
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be? This sounds like a Miss World question. *Proclaims* I WANT WORLD PEACEEE~! No I'm not that altruistic. I want... I want... Eeek I can't decide!
How Long Do You Think You'll Live? No idea. Who PLANS this kind of thing?!? For that matter, who THINKS about this kind of thing? NOT MEE!

HAVE YOU EVER:

Been In Love? With my stuffed toys yea...
Been To Juvie? Well, seeing as I have no idea where that is, I guess not. Unless I travelled there in my sleep.
Mooned Someone? Mooned? Jumped over the moon? Err... I think no. I haven't even gotten close to the moon before...
Been Rejected? Nope.
Ran Away From Home? Nope.
Pictured Your Crush Naked? *Yells* NOPE.
Skipped School? *Coughcough* Of cou-r-rse not.
Thought About Suicide? No.
Slept Outside? Depending on what you mean by 'outside'. Outside like on a grassy patch with stars overhead, then no. But if out of my house like sleepover or something then yea.
Laughed So Hard You Cried? Once. Over something stupid.
Cried In School? Err... can't remember. But not in primary or secondary school. Kindergarten. Does that count? xP
Thrown Up In School? Nope.
Wanted To Be a Model? Nope. Except everyone of my mom's friends only know how to link my height with being a model. I'm like 'WHY?' can't my height be used for stuff like... taking cats down from trees? D:
Cheated On Someone? "See, you need to have someone to cheat ON. which i dont." Thank you Alicia! I LIKE YOUR ANSWER!
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today? Yes. Many times. But I have 2 favorites. One is sports related. Another is... academic related. And when I mean stupid, I mean LIKE THEEXTREMITYOFSTUPID.
Seen A Dead Body? No.
Drank Alcohol? Yes. Red wine, beer and I can't remember what else but I was close to spitting every single one of them out but had the politeness not to do so. I can't stand alcohol sorry.
Smoked? No. Can't stand the smell of smoke
Been On Drugs? Medicine? Prescriptions? Then yea. Those illegal drugging whatevernotcrap then no.
Eaten Sushi? DUHH. LOVEEEEEE~!
Been On Stage? Yes. I can't say I like it much though. >.<
Gone Skinny Dipping? No.
Shoplifted? No.
Been Drunk? No.
Been Beaten Up? No.

DO YOU:

Swear? Yups. Who doesn't? x)
Sing Well? No.
Shower Daily? Yes. (!!!)
Want To Go To College? Yes. Well, the question asked "want" right?
Want To Get Married? Currently, I think no.
Believe In Yourself? Depending on the circumstances. x)
Get Motion Sickness? AIRSICKNESS YES AND THANK YOU VERY MUCH IM GOING TO BOARD A PLANE IN LESS THAN 24HOURS THIS SO HELPS TOTALLY I USED TO KEEP THROWING UP ON THE PLANE WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND IT WAS REALLY BAD.
Think You Are Attractive? No. (What sort of ego boosting question is this?!?!)
Get Along With Your Parents? Yes.
Like Thunderstorms? I like being in the car in a thunderstorm. Its... calming. (:
Play An Instrument? Piano.
Own An iPod? No. (CreativePlayer yes.)
Pray? No.
Go To Church? No.
Sleep With Stuffed Animals? YESS! I'm childish about this and proud of it!
Keep A Journal/Diary? Diary and blog and livejournal and a lot of other ones that I don't use. And therefore you don't need to know about.
Dance In The Rain? No. I hate being out in the rain as much as... cats do.
Sing In The Shower? No. I concentrate on showering. >.<

THIS OR THAT:

Pepsi or Coke? PEPSI. FOREVER.
McDonald's or Burger King? Burger King.
Single or Group Dates? No idea. Haven't tried either. Not keen on either.
Chocolate or Vanilla? CHOCOLATE RULES.
Strawberries or Blueberries? Strawberries with sugar or cream or chocolate!!!!
Meat or Veggies? Meat. My mom keeps complaining about that.
TV or Movie? Movie. Sometimes I find TV so boring and lame.
Guitar or Drums? GUITAR. That is one of the 3 instruments I want to learn but probably never will. Guitar, Violin and Flute. And I sortta want to learn the accordian. :D I'm weird yea. But all 3 sound so pretty! Especially the flute!
Adidas or Nike? No preference.
Chinese or Mexican? O_O Mexican? I'm sick of Chinese/Asian food! Yes even Asian food. I know Chinese and Asian food aren't the same thing thank you very much.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes? Cheerios.
Cake or Pie? BOTHHHH! But more of cake. *Imitates Hunny* CAKEECAKEEE~~!
MTV or VH1? No preference.
Blind or Deaf? Blind.
Boxers or Briefs? O_O

CAN YOU:

Do Splits? Now no. When I was 10 yea.
Write With Both Hands? No.
Whistle? No. D: Does it have something to do with the fact that I can't roll my tongue? O_O
Blow A Bubble? No again. My auntie (father's sister) tried teaching me a lot of times. But failed. Miserably.
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle? No. My sister can!
Cross Your Eyes? Yes, but it gives me a headache if I do it for too long. And now I think its stupid.
Walk With Your Toes Curled? Yes.
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose? No. YUCK. The thought of it is revolting.
Dance? No? Well, I should be able to since I took classes before. But... I'm clumsy.
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry? No. I eat a lot but still I wish I could...

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:

You Touched: The telephone.
You Talked To On The Phone: My mom.
You Texted: Which was... the day before yesterday. Avril. I haven't touched my phone since. And probably won't till the 29th of December. Too lazy lah.
You Instant Messaged: Can't remember but I think Avril also. On Monday. I haven't been on since then.
You Hugged: My sister hugged me. 2 minutes ago. Cos she's crazy and hyper. Does that count? I hugged Aly. On Tuesday.
You Yelled At: My sister too. (: To get lost.
You Played A Sport With: Badminton. My sister. MY CURRENT LIFE REVOLVES AROUND HER MAN.

WHAT'S THE LAST:

Time You Laughed? No idea.
Time You Cried? No idea too. Haven't cried in a LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME. Not exaggerating too.
Movie You Watched? DejaVu. ITWAS NICE. Quite.
Flavour Of Gum You Chewed? Err... mint... no wait it was strawberry mint. Yes.
Joke You Told? No idea.
Song You've Sung? NO IDEA! Oh wait. No can't remember. I was listening to the theme for the icontest. But nevermind.

RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT:

Where Are You? Home at the computer. Duh!
What Can You See Out Your Window? The road, the clubhouse, BBQ pits, trees, a slope, HDB flats, Drizzling. Grey sky looming overhead.
Are You Listening To Music? Yea.
What Are You Wearing? Black shirt and shorts.
What's On Your Mousepad? Dell. Easy as DELL!

BELIEFS:

Do you believe there is life on other planets? No.
Do you believe in miracles? Yes. :D
Magic? No.
Love at first sight? No.
God? Well, yes and no.
Satan? Yes and no too.
Ghosts? No.
Santa? I'd like to. (: But no. I get my presents from my parents. :D
Evolution? Yes. I'm proof of it!

IN A BOY:

Fav Eye Color: Brown. Like not my sort of darker brown. But REALLY BROWN. Either that or blue. (: Crystal blue-ish.
Fav Hair Color: Brown again. But not my brown again. Brown not darkish brown. I just can't stand blonde.
Short or Long Hair: Short?
Height: A teeny weeny bit taller than me.
Weight: A teeny weeny bit heavier than me.
Best Clothing Style: I don't err... study male clothing style. For that matter I have no idea what guys usually wear. Shirt and jeans? O_O

RANDOM:

What Country Would You Most Like To Visit? UK. France. Australia.
Number Of CDs I Own: I'm supposed to know?
Your Good Luck Charm: Haha. Alicia's answer was funny. She wants a four-leaf clover. CLOVERS! HAHAHA! I don't have a... luck charm.
How many pillows do you sleep with? 1 pillow. One bolster and one cushion.
Do you drink milk? No.
Person You Hate Most: No idea. I'm at peace with the world. Boredom does that to you.
Do you think God has a gender? No.
Where do you think we go when we die? Heaven or Hell.
How many rings until you answer the phone? At the end of a ring. I can't stand it when phones stop ringing half-ring-way. Mostly after 5 rings. If I'm near the phone.
Are you a health freak? No. But not particularly unhealthy either.
What is the worst weather? Hot. Humid. Like after a huge storm. That... air-pressure. And moisture. Yuck.
Did you play with Barbies as a child? Yes. :/
How many grades have you failed? Thankfully... none.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

(: Even though I'm tired of updating nothing, the least I could do was to post christmas-y icons on the side bar right? x)

Saturday, December 09, 2006

OOOOOOOOOOOHCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!
They upgraded blogger. (: Okay not that much was changed actually. >.< But, still!!!!!! (:

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Tuesday, December 05, 2006

I sortta ditched this place.
AND CONGRATS STELLA YOU FINISHED YOUR SMP PROPOSAL! GO YOUUU! :D

My mommy is actually CONTROLLING my com time. Dangg. ;_; -Sobs.
But well, that gives me more time to whack the piano (know the keys are like looser, oddly...)
And to write crap in my journal.
So my com time is spent RP-ing which is why I don't blog. Sorreh.

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I can't believe I'm actually RP-ing. This shows how I spend my time really. Oh manz...

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

(: A pile of funny URLs. :D

Its the most laughable at thing ever.

http://community.livejournal.com/chuunin/2582827.html#cutid1
http://community.livejournal.com/chuunin/2763569.html#cutid1
http://community.livejournal.com/chuunin/2763569.html#cutid1

:D

Monday, November 27, 2006

I feel bad for having nothing to blog about.

If I don't blog here, I feel like I ditched this place, which I have sworn not to do.

Okay, so now I blogged here. About how I have nothing to blog about. ):

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Eileen thinks I'm weird. Is that new? o_O

My days are spent
1) Finding something to do
2) Deciding whether to do the something I found to do
3) Doing the thing I decided to do which probably is quite a waste of time but is fun and occupies time (i.e. KOL and now RP. I can't believe I'm doing this...)

Oh well.